Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Sometimes I start somewhere like today, with the topic of acceptance and it provides a point of entry, a point of dropping into the wave of the movement that is necessary for the work to express itself on the page. It is a profound part of the writing process, those moments where the discipline of the hours and the gravity of the mechanism that has developed expresses its weight and density to bring forth realizations and truths. You can never predict what will happen, it is often a surprise but it is wholly known. When I was in full swing of the concept of Acceptance, everything necessary for this moment dropped forward and came through bringing with it a heart felt movement.
When I am in this surrender to the blank page, a space where everything is possible and I am totally free to go in a different direction and allow the feelings of the deeper waters to take hold to move the work forward I have the flow of creation working through me.
To be afforded insight into the human heart in this way and to be able to bare witness to the light bulb moments, reconnecting and resurrecting parts of yourself that had long lay dormant, detoxing from whatever weighs you down, is intense.
My understanding of the fact that this process is the way of this work and the feelings that flow onto the page nothing more than exercising of my humanity helps me stay in touch with who I am.
Have a beautiful day!